:: Everything Juz Ended ? ::

ended ? everything ended ? why did it turn out this way..it is not the way that i want..*sad*i never wanted it to happen or end in this way..never!!!i love u too much to let go..the moment when u said is me,i have totally no idea of where i am now..i felt something important just detached from my body..i am not my ususal self now

u brought me out of my own world..u brought me happiness...u brought me everything that i am happy and glad with..every moment that i spent with u..and the images of u, keep on flashing in my mind right now..i just felt so weak suddenly..cant really walk..is this the ending that i wan?No..that's not what i wan..i wana be serious..dont wana fool around..but it juz dont turn out right..why u choose to leave me than him?i am stil puzzled...with alot of questions

issit me who did not give u enough of security..if it is, i am not fit to be a man..i wana protect u in everything..from him..from troubles..from attacks..issit becoz u have little faith in me..i did everything what a bf shld have done already..what am i stil lack of...i just dont know why..i really treasure u alot..i treasure our relationship very much..all sms and mms that u sent me..i read thru each and every one of them..i felt so blessed with all the love u given me..but i really never expect your answer to be in that way..help me..i am gettin weaker and weaker now


.. i will wait for u ..