My Colours Profile

Brown House - Being a sensible person, you prefer to research any situation before taking action. You don't trust anyone's opinion but your own. You handle your money carefully and accumulate it in small, but secure, increments.

Black Shirt - Elegance is essential. It doesn't matter if you are going to the opera or the to the corner shop, you make sure that you look fantastic.

Red Rose - You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life. You are more comfortable talking about work than relationships.

Black Car - In your mind, the image your friends have of you is very important. You like to have the latest brands and are prepared to invest a lot of your money in quality and expensive possessions.

Black Phone - Business often takes priority to social occasions. You are aggressive in business, but tend to take the backseat when it comes to your personal life.

Brown Teddy - You are a no-nonsense, practical person. You make sure that you are there when your friends need you, and like to solve their problems for them.


hahahaha not true ?



fei leaving on sat to perth for studies..farewell party for him...hahaha.. fei, john, me and liang..

aww... wish joan had a nice bday dinner..though i didnt go..haha..but ya anyway happy birthday..

hmmm..i am confused..
everyday go sch, come back watch tv..
this is my life now...boring isnt it...sigh...

i wana go out !!!

oh man..i cant believe it...

i bought a 30gb mp3 player...LOLOLOLOLOL... at the IT fair @ suntec...

$499 omg...hahahaha....

and a 2gb thumb...for my dad... $109...

hahahahahahaha.....

i am crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....hahahahahaha...



oh ya...and i scolded tong boon for being rude today while discussing our ELIT...when discussing half way, he never join the discussion...and packed his bag and wanted to go off..was slping over there...and all he did was pack and go...he need some caning session man...today finally the group meet up except for lynn..early in the morning ask me whether can go home anot coz she chiong mahjong whole night..coz is her bday.. happy birthday Lynn..... :D...

ya.. that's abt all..waitin for my pay to come..damn broke now...tml working at ps..come visit me !!!!

cya..!!!

i love my mp3.............. :D

haha i am bored...

haha fun working at ps for the past 3 days..was working with irene and vivian..haha funny gals..lol

ya melvin and melody came to visit me yester..haha..first time..after i worked for so long =x...lol.. den melvin helped me abit to promote the protrek and sea-pathfinder watches..which i am still quite blur with..

hmmm and i juz attended theory lesson with kenneth juz now at bbdc..boring but funny instructor..haha..this wednesday theory again..sianx...

and my hp is now in hospital... joystick cant work anymore..and the charging part...not sensitive enough...i need to adjust for a long time in order for it to charge..tml gettin my phone at wisma..

oh ya she came to visit me..at ps... :D hehehe...the feeling was great but only for that moment..contented..dun wana ask for more.. :D :D :D.....

haha..hmmm thanks yane and cat.. :D

hmmm had a project interview today..did rather ok only..though my lecturer keep knocking his head..hahaha..had fun too..

ya and planning to go clubbin this sat coz john wana go too..with his bunk mates..hahaha..so see how first...have not decided yet..

hmmm ya just went to celebrate joan's birthday...haha..isabel and me went up to search for present..den we saw this chicken little balloon..so cute la..den in d end we bought it..and gave her..we went to jade..eaten xiao long bao and la mian..not full sia...

there is janice, nat, isabel, joan, eufei, me and john..

haha having fun there man..

janice was actually asking for warm water but she asked the auntie whether got 'neng' water anot..LOL..

her chinese so pro la...

haha den john,nat,bel and me went to Gelare to eat waffle ice cream... damn full...

ok and we went home..

nice outing.. :D

ooooo...did alot of mistakes today.. =(

broke this and that...

said wrong things to customers too...

=(

will do better tml...

suntec... :D

i'm loving it...hahaha...


oooo ya this is the MOS ticket..hahaha...

after few days of internal war inside my stomach...they finally settled down..haha..

i feel so good..oh yeahx !!!

hmmm a relax week i can say..now i find that working is interesting..hahaha..i dont like to work last time..maybe is because of the environment..yupz tml suntec again..haha..

i will be at #01-173..beside us is an addidas shop..damn big..biggest i think..

that night at MOS..haha..was with james,daryl,jackie, his friend Leo, and kenneth..haha fun man...we went to all the arenas..

retro arena
main arena
r&b arena

oooo yeahx we like the rnb man..is so nice la...hahaha..drank two cups of normal drink and one shot..oh yeahx...hahaha..after that we went to the mac to eat something..and went home...

looking forward to another experience..oh yeahx.. !!!!


Because of You...

hmmm..btw i didnt lose the watch the other time round..i counted wrongly only..hehehe

sigh two days of diahorrea already...today mc...

terrible man..the feeling....lol

hmmm tml will be at suntec working...weeee....

next week plaza singapura i think..haha...

ok night.....

sigh...stupid me...today was my first day of work..and i

LOST a watch...oh man...

did i really calculate everything correctly ?

did i really miss out something ?

i duno ~~~~~~~

just pray that everything will go smoothly tml..pray boss wont have any bad impression of me...hmmm..

tml needa attend business meeting..coz i am the powerpointer...lol..ok everyone please go...is important... :D









haha the HOLY CROSS...









Self made butt...hahahaha....









Fang and Cher... candid shot by Eufei...









haha johannah's candid.. not me !!!

weee...was quite lazy to wake up early in the morning today but had no choice..needa go for interview for my new job for casio watch promoter...heehee..tried my ways looking for that IOI plaza..was just beside sunshine plaza which is quite near to Bugis..haha..went up and was welcomed by Angela..the in charge..filled up the form..and went in for interview..an informal one.. i written something wrongly... and she laughed at me..lolol..as in really laugh u know.. mouth open wide and sound coming out...

place of birth : KK hospital ( i wrote this )

place of birth : Singapore ( Correct version )

hahaha..ok i suck...LOL..ya den went to sch for my lessons..quite bored really..coz the whole day is lecture and tutorial..

i was surfing the forum just now..and i came across this site..

http://www.zeronews-fr.com/flash/the-incredible-machine.php

haha damn cool man..imagine how japanese did all these..when they are free...lots of calculations being made..ya take a look..haha.. ^.^

sigh school started...my timetable is like so damn free for this semester..well..final semester now..cannot fool around..must work hard..yupz..and i will be attending cell tml.. :D:D haha..and tml is my payday too..oh yeahx money money !!!... haha..

tml only one practical lesson.. 3-5pm..boring...

today was the most boring day..went to sch from 8am to 10am..2 hrs of lecture..and went jp for breakfast ALONE !!!! lol..so lonely la..eating kuay chap..and thought of the past..when we shared kuay chap at cwp..sweet isnt it.. =(

but that was all in the past...u have bf now..shall not interfere u and ur bf..i am not like kenneth..keep sticking to u...and also i duno why u blocked me for the past weeks, and until yester den u unblock me..i did nothing actually..till now i also dont dare to msg u in msn yet..haha..nvm move on with ur life ba =)

Live to the fullest..

合:hey you 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意 你明明动了心 So baby 就是你
请不要再犹豫 我们玩个游戏 叫l.o.v.e
(小s)给你一分钟 若还不行动 你就是没种 装再酷也知道没用
罗:baby 你不会懂 我就是要你心急 我恋爱能力 可是达人的等级
合:hey you 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意 你明明动了心 So baby 就是你
请不要再犹豫 我们玩个游戏 叫l.o.v.e yeah yes i do
罗:眼神不能在乎 态度若有似无 你自然就会 跟我走 请上钩
(小s)你到底行不行 竟玩无聊的招数 我看过的猪 可是达人的程度 come on
合:hey you 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意 我可能喜欢你 So baby就是你
请说你很开心 我有点喜欢你 有点喜欢你
Rap:
哈哈 爱是个野东西 它让我的心 变成了谈恋爱的机器
谁遇见你 连达人也会认输 YEAH 为什么是你 我只想问
罗:为什么喜欢你 我已喜欢你 yeah~
(小s)u re so cute so won
t u come to me 猪头才会一直玩游戏 耍心机
合:baby 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意
我想我喜欢你 So baby就是你 请说你也愿意
我一直喜欢你 一直喜欢你~
合:baby 就是你 请靠近我怀里 别假装不在意
我想我喜欢你 So baby就是你
请说你也愿意 我非常喜欢你 非常喜欢你

haha yeahx i got the lyrics..muahahahaha..hmm went to church today..and went orchard with everyone..after that go lan with john and sam..and home...normal day...not going work tml..haha.. slack first...

sigh...been working..but i stil think of u....what to do.... =(

haiz...

help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wa another day of work means another day of injuries..haha..pain man..all over my hands..and arms..sad..lol..tml working again..cant go for cell :(

juz went out with the bigbirds..chen goin in NS tml..so we guess he need some accompany..haha..but too bad no girls..

PCC is a chargable offense..please dont do it in the camp..or if u wana do it..do it privately in a cubicle..LOL..yupz..

wa i really like my bg sound..nice man..hahaha...

another day has passed.... hehehe...

haha presenting ..........................................


lian ai da ren- ZY & Sin hui


i find this duet by them not bad..hahaha..

haha haven been working for these two days..coz my supervisor never call me..
but tml need work..wa 12hrs again...
worth it.. :D

moving on with life now..hehehe...go go go...

ouch...this was how i worked yesterday..haha..

i got nth to say...

remain calm...

i think is time for me to take out those photos in the wallet ba..

i really bless you two...best wishes ya...

just wana say we really had our happy times..really..and i really enjoyed it..since u have someone else to be your bf le,yupz is the moment i let it go..and getting on with life..

he will really treat you better than me ba..

you can throw away the turtle that i gave it to u also..and even the ring ba..

the letter u gave me..hmmm asking me to give u time to think..i think i can put far away from me rather than my desk beside my bed..my soft toy tweety will also misses u..nw everytime have to slp with my tweety alone le..haha..

the wallet u gave it to me..i will keep it well too..and the long sleeve shirt that u given to me, i planning to wear it on your bday when we go out together..but i think that isnt a need to do so anymore..

you wan take back ur little princess photo ? i can return it back to u..

yup i shall just move on with life then..

single now :D haha..

hmmm yester worked 12hours at the bazaar..tiring though..but is worth it..quite boring too..coz i dont socialise over there..busy folding clothes as usual..going around the wagons..legs and backbone breaking soon.. :)

and 4 friends came to visit me...

jeremy
eric
joeis
yane

yupz..and they almost messed up my place..haha..hmm ya and the rest of the time is quite dull..directly after my work, i walked to the station A.F.A.P. coz von and sk wana watch movie at jp..

Date Movie - is really a boring show..with a mixture of the following movies:

Meet the fockers
Meet the parents
The Hitch

funny but the lines and scenes are the same..not a good show to recommend..
then went home after that..

Today almost cant wake up..too tired..ya..and john was able to booked out today..yeahx and 5 of us went for lunch at the market..den liang,sam and me went for pool..i keep going in the white ball.. =( duno why..haha

ya and came home to sleep..quite tired..and she went out..was waiting for her..

hmm sometimes i really think that at this very crucial moment, everything is very important..cause the building of trust has to be done all over again..is not an overnight thingy..i am stil the same old me..i didnt change at all..but..have u change ?

knowing your own limits is very important too..if you cant focus on that..the other one will hurt badly..i have high blood pressure over these few days..my face is always red now..not kidding..and really..actually dont have to hide anything from me now..your friend might not know how difficult it is for me to feel all these..all i can say is very terrible..there's really nothing i can do now..is all up to you..

sometimes i really envy john and fei..they are going through honeymoon periods now..is really so sweet and nice..but for me ?

why do i work ? to have enough money so as to buy something that i am able to afford to give u as bday present..i really work very hard..i go breaks for half an hr only..coz the other half i am able to earn more money..though i keep whining and complaining abt the work, but i stil go on..

yupz i dont have the time to accompany u..u have your own activities..i am trying hard not to restrict you..coz now..i dont have the rights to..

i never think of myself only..i think about the future too..had some lecture from shimin..she is so mature now..planning everything so well..

each time u mentioned something negative,my level of confidence kept on going down and down..you may think that "what's wrong ?"..have you ever thought of why am i not like this last time ?

working afternoon shift tml..gonna go sleep soon..byez..

i lost my working badge..clumsy me man..

sad... need to pay $10 for that...argh....

and today i was very fed up..

the wagon was being messed up 3 times by chi_nas

was really frustrating when they didnt buy anything..i thought they would at least buy something but in d end, they shook their butt and walked off..

grrrrr...how am i going to survive another week..LOL..

and ya..today alot of people came to find me..

vonvon
joan
her
sharon

haha..yeahx..

james actually jio-ed me to go sentosa tml but i cant make it..need to work..sigh..no work no money..so i rather work and play later..haha..ok time to bath and sleep..very tired..tml gonna work for 12hours..sianz...and is week end somemore..

dead..lol

wa so tired man..today working at the bazaar...oh man selling clothes...i keep folding and folding...when i finished,the other side is messy again..when i finished folding this section, the others messy again..LOL..never stopped folding from noon till night..9hrs of folding...lol now i know how housework is like..hate doing that..LOL..
ya tml working again..sianz..

there's nothing much that i can do now..can only accompany u when u need me..or console u..i tink that what i gonna do now..until u calm yourself down the very day..then things will come our way.. yeahx :D

cheers ^.^

my legs are breaking.........................lol...

weee...

today went out with her to go study at JE library..i was reading comics and she was revising her maths and chem stuffs..preparing for the incoming exams..

had lots of fun today..totally felt as if it was like the days we used to have during the exams weeks at the library..haha..and she is so piggy..keep eating and eating and eating...LOLOL..cant stop =x

ya after that i sent her home..

i feeling good today...no doubt about it..heehee..

seriously..i am trying my very hard to forget...but i just cant do it...

every night,when i lied down on bed..images just appear...automatically..it just pop up in my mind..trying very hard not to think..but the more i try, the harder it is to forget..

sometimes i wonder if i am trying to use my game to keep me busy so as i wont think of anything negative..but sad to say i still do..whenever i am alone at home or in my room, i will just start to think of u...

issit so difficult to forget ? been askin myself...went out with friends..sharing laughter and joy but that is only temporary type of fun..when i reached home all alone it just came across my mind..

i dont tell my mum much about what happen..cause i always hope there can be some miracle or something..whenever i pick up my phone, wanted to dial your number but my hand just freezes cause i will think of all the negative stuffs..

The letter is not torn..i still keep it well and free from dust..read everyday before i go to sleep..sometimes tears wil just roll..my birthday wish ? when will it ever come true..

i really hope that it will come true...i dont wan tell but i think you know..wishes that are not said to others will normally come true..once it is spreaded or announced, nothing will happen anymore..

my wallet..neoprints and passport photo are left untouched..they are still there...folded bus tickets hearts..i kept every of them..not even one less..the shirt that u gave me on valentine, i have not even wore it..cause i really want you be the first to see..but when will that day ever come..i will only take out the photos in my wallet when the day i stop loving u..but i dont think it will come now..or rather it will never come..

hey u guys know wat ?

i am 20 years old now........

muahahahahaha...

but i felt older with a 2 infront.....

-.-

I am totally disappointed in u............................................................................

i didnt expect u will go out with him................................................

really disappoint me this time.........

and totally.........................................

Today i thought everything was fine but until .....

sigh...

i have been dreaming and fantasizing..

Get back to reality boy...

it will never happen..

edwin:dang nan ren ying kai fang shou de shi hou, jiu ying kai fang shou, zhe yang cai shi ge nan ren.

well said..i like this..

*sorry cant get the chinese version one..coz it will come out in weird symbols..

i felt the pain as well as hatred..i have been thinking alot..every seconds..keep on thinking and thinking..cant even concentrate on my exam..

am i really happy ?

can i really smile as before ? or laugh cheerfully ?

i am not the same me anymore..
this time i can feel it..
it is completely different..
issit so difficult to just stay for 1 ?
hmmm maybe i shld learn to be more fierce..like my brother James..
but i know i cant do that..coz that's not me..

i shall just live on..nothing but just memories..

this time really hurts..too deep..

sigh...

what can i do ?

shall just move on...

blame no one for this...

oh well...2 papers coming... wed and fri..

Cow, u are homeless nw..

i am tired of all these..

really tired..

sigh

lies ??????

all shit ??????

8months + = nothing ??????

is meaningless...

grow up will ya..

need to be frank with u...

dont ever treat me as an idiot or a dumbass...

coz i can feel or sense if something is not right...

i am a human...i got feelings too...

DONT ever take me for granted....

everything seemed to have changed within these two weeks..

i felt uneasy...lost..

drifting furthur away from me...

sigh..

troubled..miserable..

ooops long time never update blog..haha sorry guys..coz was quite busy with all my projects..haha..programming and video...fainting soon..hmmm nothing actually..always very stress when projects clashed with exams..everything fine..no worries..normal for me..haha..

when is valentine's day ? =p

hello,

juz came back from Genting trip yesterday..was kinda tired..haha..hmmm nothing much actually..bored to spend my CNY there..was a wrong decision to go..no ang pow!!!ok and the service over there really CMI..take really long to order food and other stuff..everything is so slow..never went to the theme park..coz i am the only kid there..the rest are all adults..bored..haha..

hmmm ya n den i watched I NOT STUPID TOO today with her..good show..touching too..i almost cried..coz is really very touching..i recommend u all to go watch ya..

oooooo sat going kang's house..wahahahaha meeting all my sec sch friends again..yeahx man..long time never met them already..coz i didnt go for last yr CNY celebration..this yr i tink alot of people going..

waaaaa sooon is gonna 8 months already..keep on counting and going !!! :D

ooooo today school was ok..hmm after sch i went to jurong west..haha..wanted to meet james but he dont want..so i went to see some games myself..waaaaa want to know what i have bought ? Fatal Frame III - The Tormented wa is really very scary..i dun tink i can sleep tonite..haha..coz the game is abt, when u go to slp, u will go into a manor..so the spirit will suddenly appear out of no where, and my controller keep vibrating..and the music.............. lol..ok but i like the game..kinda nice..haha..i am curious..hmmm ya slack the whole day today...weee tml going genting...muahahahaha..3 days...so i think i will only reach sg on the 31st..hehe..hmmm ya that's abt all..

Pray for me guys..

hi..very tired..and bored..dont really feel like playing any games now..nothing interest me..hahaha..oh man so many projects gonna hand up after CNY..videos recording and JAVA programming ( very difficult )..i hope that i dont do the solo work again..just like the previous project..pairing up with this guy but i did the project myself and we got the same marks.. :( lol..hmmm need to buy CNY clothes..i have alot of clothes..but i only wear those that i like..hmmm after my exams..i gonna play hard..i am worried..really worried..

hmmm oh ya i not gonna take my napfa..not because i tink i will fail but because i wana go into army earlier..hahaha..but at the same time, i dont tink i can even get bronze..lol..i feel like taking part in new martial arts..coz i have played tkd and karate before already..feel like trying judo now..haha..coz i have a bigger mass.. :D ok i will see..bye..

haiz so bored..lol..i tink she is sleeping now..got drunk..hahaha...ya nothing to play..as in i dont feel like playin games anymore..really meaningless..nothing can be gained if your level is so high..hmmm..stayed at home the whole day..no no i slept the whole day instead..haha..hmmm..really feel very bored now..ooo ya and tml i having powerpoint service..second time.. :D feeling good..hahaha..oh and i going genting soon during CNY..yeahx man..hmmm pray everything will be better..

army life coming soon..sigh..

wow today..just watched Memoirs of a Geisha with her..very nice with all the dance movements and japanese culture..really a nice show..Geisha seems to be prostitute but they are not really..but the show is really nice..must watch..haha..i felt as if i am still inside japan now..LOL..

went to eat pastamania for dinner before the show..i ordered creamy chicken..and pomodoro for her..she always eat that..duno why..haha..ya and walked around cwp for awhile..met james and daphne too haha..surprised..

hmmm nothing much lately..samuel goin NS tml..wish ya all the best den..haha..hmmm ya i didnt perform well in my exams..sigh..must work hard..dont wana fail..final year already..but still i am a lazy person afterall..


Memoirs of a Geisha

Go watch the trailer..damn nice..haha..bye..

nothing actually..hmmm..went for service in the morning..was rather early..hehe..ya and went to holland V to eat BK..with the usuals..crapped alot over there..just cant stop laughing..showing off my tomato face..lol..and went home straight after that..

then met her for dinner..sakae..wow..i juz love salmon..so bouncy..and juicy..i like it raw..lOL..ya and we shop for awhile..oh ya and we got our pay back..yes!!! time to shop man...LOL..but little money only..ya and i went home..

just ended some conferencing with them..haha fun..and this week is spinnovex week..SP open house..all year 3 students no need to go for school..yr 3 damn slack..lol..ok i can slp late..hahaha...doing fine..

i want my life to be as it is now.. :D















cheese...took it on hari raya..















ok i look dead...and stupid...















shld smile..sry for the background,my creation..
















ok i like this the best,so colourful..she designed it..haha

okok..

12/01/06
status : food poisoning + fever ( 38.9 degree celsius )
physical : cant walk + cant get up + dizzy + vomitting + diarrhoea

13/01/06
morning
status : fever still up...but no more diarrhoea..

now
status : everything fine..superman's feelings..damn strong now..

( Give me 6 bowls of rice now !!! )

Thanks God..

haha wa so long didnt update..hahaha...was busy..with FlyFF and going out too..ya school just started..everything is fine..went out with her on both days...great day...i duno why she always laugh when i said something..LOL..coz i dont even know that is funny..hahaha..but anyway we had fun..haha..hmmm projects coming up...deadline is next month..gotta stop playing everything...cox i wana do a good one man..lol..tired..cya..

temptation is really damn difficult to overcome..especially something to do with $$$...i was approached to do some business..due to financial difficulties..of coz i am tempted by the 6 figures income..and i really pray to God for guidance..is really very hard..and james was also in the same situation as me..coz we having headaches on how to get the investment money first..but after what i shared just now during cell..God has really answered me..i really pray everyday for guidance..and this kind of business has alot of risks..so i shall juz stick to my per hour basics job...hahaha..i give thanks to Him who is really with me whenever i am in this difficult situation..

Praise the Lord... :D

hmm lots of things happened during these few days..but everything is fine now...i feel good...hehehe...ya and went to meet her yesterday...at lot 1...shop with her around..hehehe..before that i was playin WOW with john,swei and sam...hahahaha...so cool..i like..but needa pay for monthly subscription..hehe..and just went for some marketing presentation..with james...wa dam cool...we are dreaming now...really dreaming...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....tml goin for that presentation again at commonwealth..hehe... weeeeee... gonna go out with her tml...after her sch..tml no sch..hehe...yeahx yeahx..boo booo boooo...