:: weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ::

hee..hee...yeahx yeahx..lOL..today went out with baby to je..to play pool and have kobayashi again..lOL..wa baby's pool skill..is getting better and better each time i play with her..her straight ball is like so nice..is a sure go in thing..LOL..and her double also quite pro..i lost to her..lol coz my black ball keep going into the wrong hole..grrrr..lol..this time at kobayashi i ordered fried tofu and chawan too..heehee..all baby's favourite..she can eat everything ok..dont see her small small size..she ate alot but stil so slim..lol..baby you are not fat..hmmm then we went to je library..helping her to find her project stuffs..we went every section to take a look but cant find something relevant

then i told her maybe internet has something that she needs..so she came to my house..then we search some details of it..hmm den is time for her to go back home..den i sent her to her hse downstairs..then her dad called her to bring milo to come down and take a walk..btw milo is baby's dog..haha..and then she came running down with milo to meet me..really RUNNING..lol..haha..den milo is like pulling her..LOL..u see those mr bean's show or other comedy show..the dog pull the owner to run or something like that..milo also pulled me..lOL..i learnt something new from baby..abt dogs..lol..searching places for peeing so as to mark down territories..lol cute isnt it..haha

when is the time to go back, we splitted our ways..she going left and i going right..seeing her running with milo happily made me feel that she didnt waste her day today..haha..she is always so cheerful and smiling all the way..i like ur smile..heehee

hmm den mum called me to meet her at jp for dinner..then we went to kopitiam on the 3rd floor..wa damn full..lol..ordered too much things..i cant even walk..lol..then we went down to dad's shop..waiting for him to go off after closing his shop..and we walked home..is a long way though..but quite interesting..this is the first time the whole family walked home from jp..LOL..and now chatting with my baby girl..hehe

..StAy CheErfuL and FuNkY k..mUaCkx.. ("v") you..

:: Sorry ::

sorry...i am sorry...is all my fault..sorry..love ya too much..that i cant bear to let u go..hugx..sorry baby..no more second time

today morning woke up studied awhile...didnt eat anything the whole day today..and then i went to cwp to meet baby..was really upset for what i did yester..really sorry baby..and then we took bus and alight at her old house there..went 7-11 and bought some things for her to munch..den i sent her home after that..was regretting alot when i was on my way back home..never realise how painful it is to lose someone so impt to your life..i just couldnt take it..wanted to cry..but i hold back my tears

I need You

J & E

:: Regretted ::

i really regretted..really..i really want things to be like the same in the past..really want that......why is my character like this..wtf am i..why i cant even control....why i cant even be better....damn i really hate myself..................................................................................................................sigh

:: =( ::

i hate to think...the more i think, the more miserable i am..arghhhhhhhhhhhhh damn..I REALLY WAN TO BE TOGETHER WITH U..but why cant i help u..why do u have to face it alone..let me help u..let me share with u..is too great for u to face that problem alone..i felt like giving up my studies now at this very moment

i really wana spend all the happy times with u..really

will u change your mind after u get rid of him?will u not be with me after u get rid of him?*tears*

:: Everything Juz Ended ? ::

ended ? everything ended ? why did it turn out this way..it is not the way that i want..*sad*i never wanted it to happen or end in this way..never!!!i love u too much to let go..the moment when u said is me,i have totally no idea of where i am now..i felt something important just detached from my body..i am not my ususal self now

u brought me out of my own world..u brought me happiness...u brought me everything that i am happy and glad with..every moment that i spent with u..and the images of u, keep on flashing in my mind right now..i just felt so weak suddenly..cant really walk..is this the ending that i wan?No..that's not what i wan..i wana be serious..dont wana fool around..but it juz dont turn out right..why u choose to leave me than him?i am stil puzzled...with alot of questions

issit me who did not give u enough of security..if it is, i am not fit to be a man..i wana protect u in everything..from him..from troubles..from attacks..issit becoz u have little faith in me..i did everything what a bf shld have done already..what am i stil lack of...i just dont know why..i really treasure u alot..i treasure our relationship very much..all sms and mms that u sent me..i read thru each and every one of them..i felt so blessed with all the love u given me..but i really never expect your answer to be in that way..help me..i am gettin weaker and weaker now


.. i will wait for u ..

:: End of Day ::

hmm today morning woke baby up..haha coz i am having my one week study break but she stil has school..woke up at around 10am..then nagged by mum to go study..lol..i juz hate studying..but sigh..my end of the days have come..loL..mum will be staying at home this week and WATCH me..lol

hmmm was studying the whole day..quite boring..cant go out too..miss baby alot..am talking to her now..my face's skin has started to peel due to sun burnt..lol..stil red though..hmmm gonna go slp early today and then tml can wake up early to study before meeting baby..so mum wont nag again..lol

yeahx i cant wait to meet her!!! LoveSick...~~

:: normal day ::

woke up in the morning..prepared to go church..today's topic was on partnering to make a difference..preached by mr kenneth..hmm he was talking about the parable of a paralytic..and then after the service, we went to anchorpoint to have our lunch..eaten very full..and den baby was hinting me to go meet her..LOL..i shld have gone to meet her..sigh..love sick man..coz it was raining heavily also

and then janice,hanyi,yaoliang and me took bus back to queenstown mrt station..yaoliang took bus and the rest of us went to take mrt..chatted on the train..and they alighted at je..i called baby for a chat..haha..and walked home after that

was too tired when i reached home..so i went to take a nap awhile..and then after that, baby gave me a wake up call..slept til 7pm..i am a pig..heehee..then i took some bread and mushroom soup for dinner..coz i forgot to buy..and then till now..chatting with baby

i am always with u baby..i will make each of your day to be worth spending on..heehee..hugx

:: Sentosa ::

weeeee..lOl..saw what's on my topic..SENTOSA..lol..yeahx went to sentosa with baby and her friends..today i overslept till 9am..shocked and panicking..and baby called me, she juz woke up too..and i laughed lol..coz we two woke up at the same time..but overslept..oops..haha..and went to prepare and pack all the stuff into my bag..and ready to go out

met baby at je and we took train to harbourfront..she went to change..and den we took the shuttle service to sentosa..was abit sianz because of raining..but anyway..goin sentosa means getting wet..so we juz walked in the rain to find her friends..and they were at the shelter too..running from the rain..lol

and the rain gets smaller, we went to play volleyball..was really fun though..and we went to the swim in the water..not really swimming but soaking..lol..played volleyball and monkey inside..they swam to the platform but i didnt..coz was scared..lol becoz that time during church camp, i almost drown..then keep reminded of that incident..den baby was like so sweet keep coming back and accompany all these..and i felt guilty because she shld really spend time with her friends more..lol..then we were laughing at jokes and talks..was really fun playing with them..whole time madness..haha..and then we went to take a shower and change up

baby and i went off first as she was feeling very hungry at that time..and we went to harbourfront's pastamania to eat our dinner over there..was really nice..haha..heavenly feelings..and then we went to doby ghaut to take neoprints..lol today neoprints really crazy..in one of the photos, i carried her..and people from the outside could see what we were doing..haha..they were like so shocked..but i dont care..i juz step on the pedal and there it goes..snapped!!!lol..and then we walked awhile in ps for awhile..and she fell in love with the brown roxy tube..is really pretty on her..but it was like 49 bucks..haha..really expensive..haha..i wanted to say no..but seeing her eyes being attracted to that top..lol..juz had to say yes..haha..am i spoiling her? LOLOL

then off we go to the mrt station..was on our way home..and we took the elevator thingy..the link between the old mrt and the new one..was really sad when it was on our way home..coz really dont bear..haha..hugging her all the time till she alighted at clementi coz her dad gonna fetch her from there..hmm and i went home after that..face was abit red..but is not burnt yet..but baby was so roxy red..she got burnt..haha hope she gets well soon yeahx

. i really had a nice day with u today..huggies..it will always continue in this way ..muackx .

:: Church ::

ooo yeahx..back from bible study..haha today topic is on church..oooo uncle daniel is the speaker..haha he is really a comical guy indeed..wont fall aslp as u listen to his sermon..and i just learnt something new today..the definition of prayers..meaning decoration of our dependence on God..is really meaningful..hehe

i woke up as usual today..and den went for my dcf lab test..i was late for like 10mins,and the lecturer told me to come for the 2nd batch..sianz..hmmm after the test..i waited for baby at je..oo she also ended her lesson early today..haha..and we went to je for some pool session..wa she is really more skillful than me now..she won alot of rounds..haha..and all angles were like so difficult to go in, but she did it..lol..she is a pro, isnt it..lol..hmmm and then we went to kobayashi for our late lunch..asked for extra sauce for both..wa really heavenly man..i am addicted to it..haha

and we went back to my house for some movie..she brought the blade II..wa really nice..the vampires thing..effects were good..not bad though..but some scenes were very bloody..and after that she sent me to buona vista and went back home herself..haha initially i dont wan..becoz a gal sending a guy is like so weird..lol..but she insisted..haha..no more second time k..lOl..oh yeahx tml is sentosa day..haha..will be a fun day with her yeahx..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee looking forward..8 more hours to go..lOL

. huggies .

:: Chanting ::

waaa...juz got chanted by my parents..abt studies..love life..and lots of other things..is really very tiring hearing all these stuffs over again and again..they cant just stop doing that..i sometimes wonder why other friends of mine, their parents are like so good..dont care abt what they are doing..abt what their studies are all about..and why my parents are like pressuring me so much to study when they know that i cant..i just feel so irritated and pissed off

yupz today went sch to attend Bcom tutorial..today was 2hrs because of last week's cancellation of class..and i went to find lynn they all for lunch..and then we attended nsm tutorial..after that i went to meet up with grace to discuss abt some of our presentation for tml..and i went to cwp to meet baby

den we went to northpoint..is really a long time since i last went there..hmmm and bought alot of marshmallow from mini mix..and we went back home afterwards..settled dinner on my own..saw jeremy81 at jp..was rather surprised to see him there..he was actually celebrating his friend's bday today..hmmm ya i walk back home after that..played dota with cy and yaoliang..we lost..tink i will quit playing games for now

.. miss u lots ..

:: Infatuation ::

ooooooo i gonna blog what happens yesterday..hehe..woke up in the morning at 11....and played dota with my friends til around 5pm..den i went to meet baby..was waiting for her at causeway because she just finished her swimming lesson..and we went to the food court to eat kway chup..haha..she ate very little..and i keep forcing her to eat more..oops..heehee..and we walked around at cwp..

and she made a beautiful bird for me..waaa so nice..frankly speaking..i never receive a paper bird before..aeroplane has..but not bird..


hehe this is the bird that she gave me..is nice baby..i like it

ya and we went up to the mrt platform..sitting for awhile..i wont leave u kk baby..rest assured...coz i really love u alot too
and then we took the train to cck and sent her home..parting is always the most miserable part of the day


this is us on sat..hehe weee

:: Sick !!! ::

oOo..haha yesterday night played dota till 5plus in the morning again..and was nagged by mum..oops..lol..and i went to slp for like 1-2hours..woke up and prepared to go for church service..today's topic was about the satistics of people in each religion..christanity has about 2 billion in the whole world..and Islamic is around 1.2million..that's alot..today the preacher is Dr. Tan..when he went up, yaoliang told me that he looks like some chinese cartoon characters..Lol..and serene turned back..haha..ops..but this preacher is really good..talking about contemporary trends in mission..and found out that yaoliang also played dota til around 6plus in the morning too..LOL..we are all crazy over dota

and then after service..we waited for eunice, samuel and janice..and we went to crystal jade restaurant at holland V...ooo ordered their 'la mian'..very nice even if it is plain..haha..didnt bring much money today so didnt dare to order alot..lol..having lots of fun over there..haha..laughing crazily and loudly as well..after lunch, they went for some drinks at coffee bean while me and yaoliang went back home..janice and natalie went to orchard

called baby to chat..becoz was really feeling love sick..lol..so when i reached home, i played some dota while she was playing her game..and i took a nap for 3hours..too tired and sleepy..and here i am now..updating my blog..listening to lin jun jie new album..and thinking of someone..heehee

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i really feel so love sick now.......feel like taking cab down to her house..lOL..i am crazy......crazy about u!!!!!Its a long long journey..huggies

:: Shiok ::

weeeeee...haha..yester played dota till 5am and then go slp..lol..sms baby before i went to slp..haha and ended waking up at 12noon today..was chatting with her on msn till around 2pm..and she went to ask her dad whether she can go out..waa actually she cant go out today but becoz of me, she risking her life to go and ask..so sweet heehee..and surprisingly her dad agreed..lol..is a long long time since we last went out together to orchard on sat..i was really overwhelmed with joy when she was able to go out

then i got myself prepared and meet her at je..today she looked very gorgeous and stylish with her yellow top..hehe..really very nice baby..den went to somerset..we were shopping around at heeren for awhile and then we went to taka..haha she was like so eager to use her $40 vouchers today..so we went to the cosmetics section and she saw one lip stick which she immediately fall in love with it..haha..the brand is call BIOTHERM..is pronounced as BI-O-TERM..LOL..so cute..i mean the name..haha..and the lipstick costs $32..omg...so expensive..i was like so shocked..LOL

then we went up to search for earrings coz we stil have $8 to spend..haha in d end, she chose the 3 stars earrings..very nice..she was so happy when she had her lipstick..haha..practically crazily laughing and smiling..LOL..heehee..then we went to cine for some pool..wa today she very pro..her double all very accurate..muz really bend down call her to be my master..heehee..and her ball will run outside the table and went in again..really pro ok my baby..heehee

and then we went to kobayashi to eat our favourite dish again..wa is really so heavenly man..haha..she was feeding me with chawanmushi and when that lady came to clear our plates, she LAUGHED..haha..but i wont feel shy..lOL..coz my baby is sweet ma..lOL..feeding me..hahaha

and then she wanted to take neoprint but i said let's save money..LOL..so in d end didnt take..while shopping around at heeren again, she fell in love with that orange pokadots top..haha..is cute when she tried that on..and she bought it..hehe

time to go home..was taking lots of photos while waiting for mrt..haha..keep taking and taking non stop..lol..then finally went into the train..hehe we were chatting how we really met each other the first time at orchard..so funny..and is really very sweet whenever i thought of that with her..hehe

when is the time to part with her, i dont bear to..haha..dont know why..juz feeling sad when we parted our ways at the lrt there..seeing her backview going furthur and furthur..lol really miss her alot man..cant wait to be with her again..i really had a very very very happy day today..hehe

..lOvE yA..

:: pRojeCts ::

oooo haiz lots of projects coming up..woke up at 11plus today..haha..coz lessons were cancelled..then i prepared myself to go sch for project discussion..went to foodcourt 2 to meet grace, kenneth, and CY..eaten lunch with them and then we went to library to book a room..and i left at 3 to go for my CSW lesson..quite interesting today because we were talking about the Singapore's Hot Topic now which is that NKF tingy..haha..my classmates were really damn funny..lol

and then i go back to library to discuss abt the project thing for half an hr more..becoz somebody had booked the room already..so we have no choice but to leave..and then we went home..den i was chatting with Hamidi abt the guitar thingy becoz he is from the guitar club..haha i wana learn guitar..hehe..omg i juz fall from my chair..wa pain..lOL..got another one to replace it..but is not wheelable..oh ya then when on the way to mrt, i was chattin with CY abt the warcraft DOTA thingy..waaa sounds really cool and fun..i really have alot to learn..and just now i played with them..haha i lost to another team badly..but nvm lessons are learnt heehee

and now chattin with my precious baby..hehe..she juz woke up only..so piggy..but anyway she is sick now..hope she really gets well soon and no more pain..drink more warm water kk..and dont anyhow move about..hugx..love u

:: Tired LOL ::

feeling so tired now..eyes closing and even lazy to move my body..lol..hmmm today went to sch as usual..was late for my first lesson..shocked to see my friends standing infront of the whole class when i went in..then i realised that is presentation..lOL i forgot..but luckily my group presenting next week..needa wear somehow like formal heehee..after that went to DCF tutorial..and then i went to eat lunch with peifang and lynn..first time eating that malay stall LOL..3 yrs in poly, but is my first time eating that..haha..ordered salted egg, kangkong, hotdogs and hash brown..weird combinations..and then we went home after that..lynn was asking me some personality questions..what do i tink of cats, oceans, coffee and dogs ? haha

cats refer to ur spouse, oceans refer to relationships, coffee refers to sex life and lastly dogs refers to friends..hehe cool test..u all shld try it out..hmmm and then i went back home to play dota..first time killed 2 heros inside..LOL..felt really happy..haha..and i played till around 5 plus..then baby called me and she came to boon lay to find me

and we walked around jp for a short while..and we went up to foodcourt to eat chicken rice..haha is nice yeahx..and then i sent her back home..was really very sweet..juz love the way she lied on my chest..lOL

We must really treasure each others very much..if one of them is lost, either of us will be regretted..really wana wish that time will really stop..is a very stupid and old thinking but i really wana to feel it this way..hehe..huggies mUaCkx

:: sad ::

=( sad..really very sad..help

:: Happiness ::

hehe...no sch for today..was waken up by mum's nagging..loL..then studied awhile...and i played dota for awhile...then i went to meet baby at causeway point in the evening..though at first, after her swimming lesson, she needa go for her bball training..but is cancelled due to raining..haha even if it is just 1hr with her, i also willing to go and meet her.. heeehee...then we went to pastamania for dinner..i bought her favourite country baked pasta..but she actually wanted pomodoro..but anyway i ordered liao..LOL..and ordered beef lazagne for my own..it doesnt really taste good..lOL..dont know why

haha and baby i know my chinese is poor, so please understand..LOL..but frankly speaking, both my language are weak..lol..hmm and then we walked around at cwp..and i sent her home after that as she needa reached home early..hehe..had lots of fun today too..

Happiness occurs everyday of my life..heehee

:: Stunned ::

hehe today woke up by baby..hmm den went to sch for maths..was smsing with her while i was on the way to my lesson..after my nsm..i went to cwp and wait for her..hehe she skipped her last chinese lesson..muz really beat her pi gu liao..LOL..was raining..and i wanted to buy umbrella to fetch her from sch..but she forbidded me..lol..den when i saw her, she was so drenched..then scared she catch a cold..then faster tell her to go toilet..lol..and then we went to bishan..hehe..coz is a long time since i last went there..then when we gonna buy toriQ, she always wanted to pay first before i do..i always wanted to pay first..but hor she...............LOL..hehe..and then walked around there..and i sent her home..hehe issit so comfortable to slp in my arms ? LOL =x i wana try it someday..hehe

OoO bloggin abt what happen yesterday..woke up by baby in the morning and i got myself ready to go to church..That preacher came from USA, and he is cute...lOL really very cute..he is a very comical guy..haha..and then after that went out with John, Clement, YaoLiang and YaoFei..haha went to bras basah..to swee lee shop..becoz they were looking for new guitars and new drum sets..wahhh the drum set cost around $1500...lOL..and the guitar cost around $150+..and i saw another guitar looks exactly like a normal one and it cost around $3200..LOL crazy price..yaoliang and i decided to buy one yamaha guitar $400+ at the end of the year..heehee

` aishiteru Laopo `

:: Norm ::

hmmm nth special happen today..haha..woke up and played games with baby till like 7pm, and den ate dinner with mum at home..den studied for two hours..and den now chattin with baby..
feels like going to beach with baby one day..haha..it juz come right into my mind now..neither do i know why

sometimes at night, will ask myself oftenly, why my life is in a mess ? repeated modules..stranger's family..lesser friends...what is happening to me! but i believe that God really has a reason for doin everything..He knows us all..He knows what we are doing each and everyday

really hates it everytime when my mum likes to compare me with other brillant people..she will always says "why issit that he can do bter den u ? " but what can i do...i am not those type who really study..just becoz i am the only child..and they are forcing me to study always when i know i dont..sigh

oH ya..the Initial D ost is nice..you guys can get it from me at #mp3download.. server nick = MD-BirD

:: The 4'ps ::

oooo juz reached home from bible study..today topic is on Why and How should we tell others..lol..The 4'ps are Persuasive, Power, Proclamation, Prayer..Pastor Ghim Har was preaching today..and samuel was leading the worship..Felt that thru evangelism, many will be saved..They get to enjoy the eternity life and also the joy and peace of mind..It really happens to me once..That time, i was pretty angry with my mum, but when i tink of God, my anger just disappeared..feeling the peace inside my mind and my heart..is really so amazing of how the Holy Spirits inside ur body works

Today went to meet baby after my lesson..she had A lvl oral at 2pm,so i met her for lunch at causeway yoshinoya..and was having laughters all day long..i read the chinese oral thingy and she keep saying my chinese is so weird..LOL..but i find it alright..though some words i dont know how to read..is a long time since i last touched my chinese..heehee..den i sent her back to sch and i went to sp too..coz had CSW from 3pm-5pm..

Baby ended her oral early so she came to dover and waited for me..then went to boon lay pasa malam to take a short walk..bought her a cup corn and cotton candy..today is friday, so i didnt restrict her...hahaha..i am so bad, she is stil COUGHING..lolol..but nvm la, today fri ma..and then she went back home, i go for bible study..

. Hugx & Kisses .

:: First Mth Gift ::

Weeeee....u guys will never know how happy it is when u received something surprising and beautiful from the one u love..Baby today gave me one thing that she made it herself..and she keeps saying is ugly but i dont tink so..heehee..i find it cute and nice wa..so baby dont tink so much and the letter u gave me really touches me


This is the gift that baby made for me

So nice, isnt it..hehe..No words can ever describe this kind of feelings..heehee..lost for words..i love u baby

..I Believe in You..

:: Boring Day ::

hmmm..today woke baby up for sch and den back to slp til 11am..did nothing today..juz slacking around..and playing my Need For Speed Underground 2..watched tv..rested on bed..studied..and now chatting with baby

what a boring day..lol

:D

:: O.O ::

ooo today also woke up by baby..hehe..my baby really very good.. :p den went to sch for maths and nsm..after that, meet up with her and had lots of fun..feel really bad..becoz actually today is holiday, but i made her come out..like not giving her enough rest

Sent her home after she bought her favourite kueh tu tu peanut and some other food..i dono why people have to squeeze to go out when everyone else is also going out the same way..lol..keep on pushing me at my back saying excuse me ..grrr..den i said can you please wait .but she no reply

ya i am stil sick..feel like stabbing thru my throat..and my flu...feeling hot and warm now..hope i dont get a fever..lol

. i love u .

:: Insane Cough ::

Grrrr..been coughing and coughing the whole day..damn irritating..today woke up by baby..and went to church for service..went to eat with the youths and play pool with Yao Liang, Kenneth and Calvin..then went home..played NFS2..was really coughing from morning till now..grrrr

Yesterday went watching Initial D again with GC, Kang and James..was equally exciting when i first watched it with baby..den we meet up with Daryl to have dinner at Swensens..ordered chicken baked pasta..had lots of fun thr too..after that, GC and James came to my hse to play ps2..both went home after that

Hmmm why sometimes we needa let the things happen den we regret..it will be too late by then..I really have to control my EQ..tink yupz is a reminder for me..must really learn to control my emotions when the times come

:: Temptation ::

o.O today skipped first lecture 8-10am and den went for DCF and CSW..met up with baby at dover coz she coming to sp..lOl..she really dressed up like a SP student..was preparing for my presentation as i brought her to FC6 to meet up with sharon..then went off for my CSW..was quite a successful one for my presentation..heehee

Meet up with baby and sharon after that at SPGG bowling alley..and we went off to tiong bahru plaza..The gals were looking around for their stuffs as i followed them..den muz restrict baby from eating ice cream and famous amos..hiak hiak hiak..baby u shld know why!!!!! oh ya i remembered that as we walked past that photo shooting roadshow,they ask me and baby whether wana take wedding photo anot..LOLOLOL..really got Stunned..haha..but is juz a matter of time only..hehe yeahx baby ? LOL..baby really missing u alot..huggies..

Then went for my bible study at Hong Chuin house, today's topic How Can i Resist Evil? Uncle Daniel was the preacher..I felt that he is a very comical guy who has a LOUD voice..LOL..but what he said are really very meaningful..Have you all ever wondered how Satan and Devil came about ? They were actually angels but they did a grave mistake and God condemned them to Hell..Satans tempt us in alot of ways such as Power, Money and Lust.But God is always the Strongest one of all.. :D and then pamela, justin and me took auntie jane's car and alighted at BV. Headed home straight fast after that..coz for a reason..heehee..Baby should know