:: Monday ::

hmmm..gonna blog abt monday..yup went to sch early in the morning..for maths..was quite energetic..and den went with lincoln they all to fc1 to eat..after that went back for nsm lesson..finished the assignment practical with jeremy..now left with reports..den went to woodlands to meet her..and we went to jp to walk around..and den i sent her home..

and on tuesday..went to school juz to do my projects..nsm assignments and techno reports..and den i waited for her til 7 so to have dinner with her..went shopping for teachers' day presents with her friends and den we had mos..yup and i sent her home..

i still feeling sad...we are not together......as in we are together but we dont have status..i wan an official status..haiz..today haiz..she going somewhere else again...haiz...can this end soon ? i am having stress with my work and relationship..i gonna turn crazy.. :(

....still hoping and waiting....

:: sad ::

haiz today woke up on my own..i juz missed the wake up calls...den got myself prepared and go church...and den saw xinyi on the train..she was late too..lol..coz she was searching for her scores..but couldnt find it..so went church together..i was wearing this turtle shirt..haha..alot of people comment on my shirt..they think is cool and funny la..Lol..i also agree..heehee...kok hiang came over and said.. " I like ur shirt ! " LOL..and den john said is so cool..lOLOL..and after service...we went to ikea to have our lunch thr..oooo the chicken chop rice there is really nice..liang was complaining abt his pasta which is so awful and he went to go and buy chicken chop rice too..lolol..and den after that we went to queensway shopping centre to look around..coz tim wana buy FBT shorts...yupz den janice and i took train home and they took bus..came back slept awhile..feeling different...dont know why..den went to celebrate von's bday..juz back only..this yr more people celebrating with her..haha..had lots of fun there..it really cheer me up for that moment...and we sent the girls home and now finally back at my own house..

i felt loneliness..emptiness...hopeless..thinking whether i am making the right choice anot..i really feeling sad and moody now..haiz..what to do..haiz..how..i really love u..i really really love u..very much..and is alot..and crazily....but i just cant share...i dont like that feeling...i juz wan a pure relationship..which i can get to relax...but not headaches and heart pain...argh....before i made the choice..i really think the whole night..i am thinking the things happening within the 3 mths..so much things happening..happiness..sadness..all these juz flashed inside my head...haiz..but what i had done..the result is stil the same..i am really a failure..haiz...very miserable now..wait til u get rid of him den maybe we can be together ba..haiz...

:'(

:: JAM ::

weeeeeeeee...hmmm today woke up..nth special..watching tv as usual..dont feel like playing any games..just dont have the mood to do so..and i meeting john,tim they all for JAM...muahaha...seriously speaking..this is my first time jamming...LOL..was abit shy over there..dont dare to sing out loud..but after awhile got used of the surrounding there..and i sing...lol..but always come in at the wrong time..my fault..sorry...lol..but anyway will train to make it better...coz i know how it sounds like now..had lots of fun over there..haha..really cheer me up alot..is really fun to be with them..is great to know my churchmates..haha..after jamming..when i speak,is like kinda off pitch..i mean i will like go high note when i talk to them normally..LOL..haha..nothing special..LOLOL...yupz and den john went home the other way..shiwei,eufei and liang took a bus...tim and me went to the opp busstop to wait for 174...anyway the studio is at bukit timah there..is really cool..haha..yupz and i chatted alot with my cousin..thought alot of things..and he made me realised what i am actually doin now..he even told me abt some of his friends stories..yupz quite similar..so i guess i shld really make a choice right now...

i should really let u go now..to end our misery..is not that i dont love u..is just that the way u handle relationship is different from the way i am handling..so i guess that we should really think of what we really want but not getting our thoughts no where...is not that i dont understand u..is juz that u need to stand in my shoes and also in your shoes to look at this matter..i know that is not easy to settle this kind of thing in a day or so..but i really given u alot of time..is like 3mths..is really painful to suffer this kind of thing for 3mths..is really really really very painful..not that i dont trust u to do it, but your little actions over these 3mths..really doubt me alot.. "is cruel for us to go meet him and cruel to ignore him without saying the word breakup.." so these are some of the actions that really doubt me and giving me lots of headaches..becoz i dont really know what u really want..u often said that i dont know what you going thru now..yes i dont know..but i offered to help..but u dont let me to..so if u dont accept my help, u will get no where..in the next 5yrs..will be the same too...if this can like go on for 4yrs already..i really appreciate all the memories that u have given it to me..is really so nice and loving..i felt the love..but i dont feel the secure..i will always keep all these happy moments in my heart..thx for being there for me when i always in troubles..i had thought alot when i came to this decision..we can stil be friends..chatting abt each other problems too..yupz that's about all..really pray that you will lead a good life..

:: nightmare ::

nightmare has come to me once again..really scared...really troubled...haiz...i wan to die...happy moments always has an ending... TROUBLED...

:: grrrrr ::

grrrrr today woke up..wana find my dcf book..but it went missing..searching for it like for around 30mins..and i gave up..went to sch..oooo today techno lesson...PRESENTATION day..haha..was kinda nervous..coz didnt really go and prepare any speech..but anyway this time round i was in charge of the Q and A section..Grace and i were to answer the questions raised up by the floor..Hamidi,Chung Yew and Kenneth were in charge of presenting their slides..overall ok la..able to speak..i got 78...oooo at least higher den last time which was only 73..heehee..after presentation,ran for another class..DCF..

den went to eat lunch with lynn,peifang,lincoln and jeremy..ooo true ghost encounter by jeremy..he was telling us how he met one..we were stunned...but anyway nice one..hmmm after that i went to use computer til around 4plus...and i went to cwp to meet baby..

though the meeting was short..but we had lots of fun...oh ya..we saw 'wu pa liong' 5th auntie from my dad side..haha was shocked..after i said hi to her..i dont dare to look at her..dont know why..haha..den i told baby some funny and interesting stories..and she laughed like mad...LOL..til stomach pain..oops..haha..den i sent her home..

went back to jp to buy my dinner..and walked home..studied for awhile..and now bloggin here..

:: heehee ::

oooo today was like so piggy..didnt wake baby up..sorry..lol..den woke up watch tv...from morning till around evening..did not play games or computer..haha..so guai right..hmmm den i went to prepare to meet baby..she came to jp..and we had kfc for dinner..hehe..ooo i tink is the first time we eating kfc together..LOL..and den we walked around in jp..chattin too..and i sent her home..

i reached home and studied awhile..and den slacking..doing nothing basically..haha..and now blogging..yup yup..and now i tink baby is sleeping..hahaha piggy sia she..lolol..anyway let her sleep all the way to next morning ba..tml her A level chemistry practical exam..so muz let her rest enough..BABY....kan ba te !!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^

:: kelly came to SP ::

oooo kelly came to SP!!! lol..today woke up late..prepared fast enough and went to sch for maths..kinda tired though...whole morning maths..boring..took some sleep in the lecture..haha..as usual la..during lunch break,went with lincoln they all to foodcourt 5 there so as to see how kelly look like in reallife..hmmm she is abit short..average looking..lol..wearing yellow today..talked to us in english..was kinda surprised coz she was talking chinese the whole time in Superstar..lots of people went for her autograph..quite a long queue though..haha..i didnt go..den we went to foodcourt 2 to slack..den went for nsm lesson..felt that my friendship with the people in class getting closer and closer..that's good..after lesson went to use computer for awhile before going to cwp to find baby..oooo we walked around as usual..heehee when she see something that she like..she will ask me 3 questions..confirm will ask one.."can i see?" "can i try?" "can i buy?" LOLOL..this usually happens when she really like a top or pants..hahaha..den sometimes i said yes, sometimes no..haha..coz dont wan her spend so much money..at home stil have alot of clothes haven wear yet..LOL..and den we wanted to buy cornetto but cant find it..only those that come in a box..but we juz want two..anyway she treated me to eat peanut butter waffle..my favourite too..heehee..not that crispy but not bad though..den i sent her home..and we bid goodbye with a hug and kiss as usual..heehee..

Gonna blog abt yester..went to church in the morning..ooo the speaker was really good..he is edwin lam..he spoke abt the holy spirits..was very interesting..and i was totally amazed by all his testimony..those kind of hypotising stuff..really cool..den after service was over, we went down..and i gonna join the talentine night..muahahaha..this is my first time...weee...we have..me,my cousin tim,liang and john..these are the confirmed ones..weee....so eager..but i tink we needa some time to train..and practise..heehee..yupz and den went back home and pei baby played games and chatting all these..

Baby just be yourself..i am always here..if u need me.. ({)

:: weeee ::

heehee...i really enjoyed myself alot..hehe played dota in the morning till around 2plus..den went to prepare myself to go cwp meet baby..ooo was rushing coz she finishing early..den met her and we dont know where to go..den we went to go play pool instead..hehe..alot of funny stuff happening over there..when she got really angry or pissed off,dont play play ok..she can clear the table..lolol...really true man..and also i went in the black ball without knowing it..and baby also dont know..we two were so blur..she told me is purple..so i carried on..LOL..den until to a point that i wana hit the ball,she asked me where is the black ball..den i said 'eh?' lolol...after we played,we went for our dinner..so i suggested going to IMM..we played alot with each other when walking to IMM..haha..she always pinch and squeeze me..pain sia..but i like..LOLOLOLOL...sounds so eek..lol..den she suggested going to that 'bagus' to eat..i dont know what's that..until i reached...oo is quite nice...like banquet...but this restaurant is very special..upon entering,u needa get a card and u used that card to buy food..so after u finished ur food,den u go to the cashier to pay..den after eating,we walked around for awhile..den baby bought three pairs of earrings..haha i helped her choose..the size and the color..giving her opinions..is really nice on u baby..so dont worry so much..den we walked back to je mrt...and i sent her home..

hmmm looking at her back view doing the hand sign of love..it really touches me..is like so sweet..i really like that..love ya baby..huggies....

... ,,

(,") (",)

/J\ /E\

("v")

:: =( ::

hope is what i grabbing on now...

hmmm..yupz today ooo long day yeahx...was in sch from 11am to 5pm..sianx why do we have sch...lol..and den went to meet baby for dinner..met her at je but dont know where to go..so she suggested going to suntec city to talk around..yupz and we did..haha..den we eaten our dinner at marina square..ooo i order that creamy mushroom pasta..hmm not that nice than pastamania..baby ordered chicken pasta...hmmm taste alright but in fact bter den mine..lol..hmmm den we walked around at suntec for awhile before i go for my cell..ooo watching video today..cool..and sharing and stuff..today adeline came to our cell..hehe so surprised yeahx..den went home..kok hiang snd us to dover..chatted with adeline alot..hmmm den i walked home..chatting now..

:: Love ::

Definition of Love

Love is a thing that I can't describe

It sounds so foolish if I even try

Love is an arrow and it points at you

It tells you what you gotta do

Love is a verb and a noun as well

You find it in a dictionary under 'L'

To give you a description to spell it out

But they don't say what it's all about

Love is a fire that you can't control

It burns in the middle and it leaves a hole

You can fill it up and you don't know when

It's gonna start to burn again

Love is a good way to lose a friend

It's a two-faced liar that you can't defend

Love is a virus that invades your heart

It starts to take it all apart

Love is a shape that you can't define

With an odd set of angles and uneven sides

your head's that paper and your hearts the pen

Gonna do this sum again

Gonna do this sum again

Gonna do this sum again

Do this sum again

Love is a verb and a noun as well

You find it in the dictionary under 'L'

Love is an arrow and it points at me

It tells me how it's gonna be

It tells me how it's gonna be

It tells me how it's gonna be

It tells me how it's gonna be

:: fun ::

ooo yeahx..today got up early as usual..woke up by mum..lol..and den prepared to go sch..went for my techno module..slacking there..but did some brainstorming..and den i went for my dcf tutorial lesson...wa so many things to write down...lol...and i went to fc2 to meet elson they all for lunch..was a long long time since i last had lunch with them...and then we went for techno lecture..heehee..was craping over there..slept awhile in the lecture threatre too..heehee..coz was so boring....and after that i went to use computer with johnson and hamidi...den went to meet baby..coz she had her A lvl practical exam..hehe..we went to orchard wheelock place..coz she wana buy her fav seventeen magazine and had this pencil case and stuffs in the package..only at borders...but when we reached there, the mag was not that one we looking for..cost around 8 bucks..lol..i wanted to ask the assistants over there, but she dont let me..lOL..i dont know why too..haha..den we went home to watch happy tree friends..haha..cute and bloody..and then i sent her home..

iF everyday = today...
me = :D ("v")
u shld knw !!! :p

:: !!! ::

hmm today woke up on time..coz baby gave me wake up call..and den went to sch for bcom lesson..ooo enjoying myself in the lab..the lab practical was rather fun..heehee..and den went for nsm lesson..ooo more and more confusing things coming up...need to learn it soon and fast..so as to score in the final yr..heehee..i said that..omg..LOL..

den chatted with lynn abt her problem..hmm tink she is fine now..lol..not sure too..and i went to woodlands causeway point to find baby..heehee..was raining again..waited for her and we went for lunch at je kobayashi...today abit not nice..becoz not enough sauce despite i asked for more..and we went to walk around je for awhile before she went to somewhere else..den i walked home alone..coz nth to do anyway..and gizmo called me..asked me whether wana go town anot..i said i am lazy..coz i reached boon lay mrt station..den ask me to go ton at his hse on fri..see first ba..lol..so after that, was adding some interesting things into my blog...and updating of photo albums..and juz played finished one dota game..and now chatting with baby..gonna go slp soon..

meeting baby tml !!! ("v")

:: haix ::

hmmm...today woke up at around 1pm..coz was playing dota with johnson,cy and ken..until 5am..LOL..crazy already..haa...morning woke up..nothing to do..was playing frienster games..hey the spongebob collapse is nice..u guys shld go try it..LOL..i played til i am addicted..heehee...yupz played til around 4pm..went to get myself prepared..coz meeting baby at cwp at 5pm..for dinner..it didnt rain when i was in boon lay..but it rain heavily in woodlands..if only i knew that is gonna rain, i shld have brought umbrella to fetch her..den her friend lent her one..ya we went to the foodcourt and eat..i ordered deer meet hor fun and she ordered salad chicken chop rice..quite nice yeahx..not bad..eat til very full..then we walked around in cwp and den to her house downstairs..

sometimes is really good to control your feelings..whenever i felt upset or angry,i would just tink of the consequences..and this can make me calm down a little..before i do anything rush which i would regret for life..keep telling myself umpteen times to understand her..in whatever things she do..yup and this shall go on....i can do it man.. !!!!!!!

:: Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

weeee...today haha..damn the alarm clock didnt ring..it is stuck at 6.30am..and i woke up at 7.30am..my lesson starting at 8am..LOL..so i quickly got up of bed..prepared and go..wa den reached sch 25mins late..but teacher didnt say anything..haha..got back my maths paper..waaaaa surprise man..i tot i getting 15+...but in d end i got 39.5!!! not bad eh..LOL..only 3 person pass in my class...so pathetic..after lesson ended...went to eat breakfast..den went for nsm lesson..ooo today slacking yeahx..nothing to do..except the practical..den went to use computer in school while waitin for baby to released from sch at abt 5pm..and i suggested going for movie..so i went up to see the time slot despite urgent to go toilet..LOL..den i bought baby's favourite show..CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY..hehe..quite interesting and funny too..now craving for chocolate..really!!! LOL..die liao..gonna gain more weight..LOLOL..later baby dont wan me LOLOL...oops..haha..by the time we watched finished..is already 7pm..so i faster send baby back home..if not her dad gonna scold her again..hehe lucky she got back home, no one is home yet..phew...hmmm yupz and i went home after that..watching tv..and chatting with baby now..heehee...really miss u alot baby..booboooo :p

love u.

:: Spirit ::

oooo today woke up as usual..went to church for service..pastor richard was talking about the Holy Spirit..and also recalling the 9 symbolism..after service was over..went down and chatted with john and samuel about dota stuffs again..haha was really cool..den jingwen, eu fei and i went for lunch together at the hawker centre..den went back home..coz liang,clement,tim they all were in the worship..so they needa stay for second service..so i went back home first..

gonna close my eyes when i reached home..so tired...and chatted with baby..and went to slp for awhile..was slacking the whole day..and ate dinner with mum..she bought back home..and now sitting here..sianz tml is a sch day again..boring..................................

meeting baby tml ? :p

:: bored ::

wa feeling so bored now..really damn bored...boredom gonna kill me soon..lol..

yester woke up early..went to somewhere..and then went for dcf practical lesson..hanging around there for only 45mins and it ended..lol..den went to eat at fc5 with lynn they all..also registered for our FYP..heehee..so eager to start it right now..and we went to use free access after eating our lunch..at abt 3, i went for my csw lesson..got a test..but luckily is open book..so can refer to our coursebook..

then went to westmall to meet baby..heehee..so happy when i get to see her everytime..juz wana see her..heehee..den we had burger king for our dinner..waaa was very full..den baby went to another place..while i took train back to boon lay..walked around jp awhile..was deciding whether i should go for my bible study..i went back home..and liang was urging me to go..so i made up my mind to go..haha..was quite fun over there...we had sharing..hmmm hearing all the brothers and sisters life going good..praise the lord..heehee..

feel bored now....sianz...

:: Sweet ::

weee...today woke up late..haha coz i set alarm for baby wana wake her up..but in d end i off mine..lol..and prepared myself fast..and johnson was late too..lOL..so i waited for him at boon lay station..den we go for our techno together..
after that, i went for my dcf lesson..weee i passed my papers man..no more single digit anymore..i was so scared that i would get what i had last semester..heehee..and my lab test..wow 90/100..muahahaha...so happy sia..and then went to register my fyp project with kengkok and the rest..wee finally starting to do fyp..first choice is on multimedia..second is internet technology and third is broadband centre something like this..quite cool..cant wait to get it started..heehee..then we went for our techno lecture..slept there..coz was too boring and tired..
then i went to cwp to cut my hair..coz meeting baby after that..haha..i was tired,so i took a nap at the barber shop..and then when i woke up...wa my hair look like those boy boy type..i mean small boys all these..waaa...so sucks man..grrrr...shldnt have slept..lol..but anyway ok la..and then went to meet baby..hehe had a fun day with her..juz really wana her to be happy..love u baby...

And now gonna blog abt yesterday...oooo yeahx yester was the day with my precious baby girl..woke up early to prepare to go school for bcom..hmmm ya i failed my paper..but i am happy too..coz i thought i would be getting lower than what i expected..LOL..ok i am insane..haha..anyway after the practical, i went to meet baby at jurong east..oooo she looked cute..hehe..but her skirt very short..almost made me bleed.. =x LOL.. and we went to ps first to see the timeslot for charlie..wa but 3 upcoming slots are all filling up fast..den we abit moody already..so we suggest to go cineleisure to see..and we walked all the way to there..waaaa...is sold out..lOL..and more sianz already..baby suggested to go Lido..while on the way there, we did our usual shopping routine..haha, she likes to go to every ROXY shops..to look around..hahaha..there are quite a number of them at orchard..but is fun la..haha..finally we reached Lido..in d end,the show is starting at 7..sianz..coz is too late for her..she needa go home early so as wont get scolded..den i saw this TheMaid poster quite nice..so i suggested to watch that..haha..we bought the tickets and we went to pacific plaza to walk around and come back again..wa the show not really nice..it doesnt scares me at all..lol..is a waste of money i can say..haha..then after that we faster rush home..hehe had a fun day with her...booboo..huggies...

:: National Day ::

oooo wow national day..cool..singapore is already 40 years old..going strong still..many people think is just a small dot in the world map..what can a small dot contribute to the world..lol..but our technology can compare with japans and the americans..

hmmm ya today really piggy..slept till 2pm..too tired i tink..woke up and slacking around watching tv..chatted with baby on msn..watched NDP and shooting stars..i juz hate sly acting cute with her mouth and tongue sticking out..LOL sorry if i offended people here..but omg..is really disgusting......my mum said that too..she even showed me how he sticks out his tongue and showed that hand signs..LOL..yupz and chatting with baby right now..oh ya yester got back my nsm paper..OMG first time i passed mst...i mean one of the papers..was like jumping la..LOL..wee overjoyed..lol..but this is only 25% of the whole thing..there is stil a major one coming up at the end of yr..hope to score well yeahx..haha..ooooo yeahx tml nsm tutorial cancelled..can go off after my bcom practical..and will be watching movie with my precious..muahaha..is a long time since we last go watched a movie..coz tml she is on holiday..sad man poly not like secondary or jc..we have sch still..same age but different benefits..damn..off for some chatting and dota maybe..byex..

hUgx...

:: Fed UP ::

arghhhhh damn fed up with the game i played..keep getting killed...not concentrating at all..argh....haixz.. mood swings..

gonna blog what happen on sat..woke up at 11plus..played some games awhile..and went to meet baby..she cutting her hair..and we went to lot1 to buy food after that..den she sent me to my church..coz gonna go for FOP ( Festival Of Praise ) at indoor stadium..kallang..and is organised by this popular band call hillsongs..didnt get to go in..coz was too crowded..but we got tickets and a cd for free..so that we can come on the sunday with piorities..so we waited there one hr for the bus to arrive..to send us back to queenstown..den auntie Oilin,tim and me went to eat dinner..and she sent me home..

today woke up at 7plus and wana go church early coz today is combined service..actually meeting eu fei to come to church..but he said he gonna be late so asked me go in first and no need wait for him..so i went in and with my relatives..today Pastor Richard is officially back to church for work..his eyes are ok now but need at least 1-2 years for it to be fully recovered..so he was preeching on what is holy spirits today..

after church i went to eat tim sum with relatives..coz winnie is going to fly/migrate to another country..so is like a farewell lunch for her..pray that she will be fine over there and find a good church..didnt go FOP today coz wanted to go home to accompany baby..coz i felt that is like lots of days didnt really have a good chat with her or have fun chatting with her..den she go busy with her stuffs while i was sleeping..quite tired..and eaten dinner alone..coz mum went to work..and now chatting with baby..dad nagging to go slp..argh...

hope tml will be better...need a hugx right now.. =(

damn moody..

:: Dead ::

waaa dead man..hmm today woke up early to study for my bcom..oooo tones of things to memorise..cant really concentrate at last moment..but anyway went to sch and took the test..waaa...like alot of blanks..haha..and then elson,john,cy,grace,ken,ham and i went for lunch at FC2..eaten vegetarian meals..haha..and we went to library to study for our maths..another killer module..haha..studied and studied..til wana fall aslp..den remind baby to call me..worried i fall aslp and didnt go for exams..lol..and she was so sweet...she woke me up with calls..heehee...

and THE time comes..maths..lol..i left alot of blanks..lynn also said that..haha..die...after maths..i went to meet baby for dinner..ooo waited her at je..coz she was coming from her school..and we went to jp..all the way up to the kopitiam..she ordered deer meat rice..and i ordered claypot rice..haha..was extremely hot...but delicious..heehee..after eating, we walked around in jp awhile..and we went to take MRT...she going back home while i going to hong chuin's hse for bible study..today pastor richard has came back from his medical leave..his eyes are ok now..but juz need plenty of rest..today's alpha was quite interesting one..maybe becoz is the last one..and we were sharing abt what we have benefit from it and etc.....

i was surprised that i was given a book..haha..is a gift from the pastoral team..thanks people..haha..it was time to go home, and pastor richard give us a lift to bouna vista station..and i took the train back home..and till now played dota two times already..haha..and baby was aslp..she really piggy..haha..from juz now i tink around 8plus to 9plus slp till now..lolol..but anyway she tired ma..need plenty of rest..baby slp more yeahx..

...hUgx...

:: Dinner ::

hehe today secretly went out to orchard to buy baby's present..went to ps flash & splash..but couldnt find what i want..and then i walked all the way to heeren..and finally something that is suitable for her..Animal Square Bag..haha ya bought that for her..coz she liked it alot ma..is also under her wishlist too..heehee..and then i bought a turtle from action city also..is cute yeahx..she liked that alot..worried that she dont like it because the things i gave her is like so normal..nothing special..baby i promised next time very special k..oh ya and today i saw some of the superstars people.. Silver, Jason and the other two..i forgot the names..haha..they really look different from tv..all look more handsome and prettier..lOL..dont know why..haha..was just 1metre away from Silver only when she went into my friend's shop..heehee..din manage to get signature..shy!!! lol..anyway, i went off after that..

and then i went back to woodlands to wait for her till her school finished..went to arcade to see people playing maximum tune 2..haha really very stressed up..is difficult to catch up with another car if u got banged onto something..hmmm meet up with baby..and we went in to swensens..hehe we had great fun there man..really..all the laughters and fun..she ordered her favourite teriyaki chicken pasta and i ordered breaded chicken..not bad..hehe ordered fries..and banana split too..wa really very full..and she made something for me..is special..notes in a small bag..and stars all these..really beautiful and i like it..becoz i dont wan those that cost alot..wasting money..haha..

walked around at cwp awhile..chatting with each other..sweetly..heehee..and it was turning late..time to go home..i went home after i sent her home..and right now..she is sleeping..haha must be tired..becoz of the past few days camp..hehe..anyway ya let her sleep more then..so she has more energy for tml..tml having two papers...bcom and maths..wa..killer modules..lol..but i CAN do it..hehe...

i enjoyed myself alot today baby..thanks..huGx...

:: Finally ::

ooo today woke up early to study for my nsm..wa really alot of stuffs to study man..memorising work..haha..went to sch..went into the exam hall..wa..first question made me stunned..lOL..but overall quite ok..hope that i wont fail this time round..hehe..

after exam, i went to meet baby at je..wa...FINALLY man..finally i can see her..is so terrible last few days without seeing her..and i dont behave like myself either..haha..her face is red..lol coz tanning under the sun for one whole morning doing some elements thingy..haha..glad that she enjoyed the camp alot..and we went to je for some pool session..she is somehow or rather quite tired already but she stil pei me..so sweet..hugx..haha today pool arh..both are pro..hehe..but i wana pressurize her more..muahahaha so that she able to take it if she gonna take up some competition or what representing her school..

and we went to kobayashi for our lunch..wa really niceeee....i always ordered both omelette add MORE sauce liao..haha..with it, is more heavenly..lOL..and i ordered one unagi too..hehe she bluffed me that she dont like..but actually she liked..becoz that time she said before when eating toriQ that she liked it alot..heeeheee...and then i suggest her to go home early to rest..coz she juz came back from camp..and yupz i sent her to her house and then i went home..was chatting with her on the phone while on my way back..sweet talks..hehe..and back home..watching tv while she slept..haha..and till now chatting with her online..ooo yeahx..

~!~!~ Happy 2nd Month Anniversary, Baby ~!~!~
~!~ Huggiesssssssss kisssssssssessssssssssss muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ~!~

:: DCF ::

oooo today woke up at 7plus..to get up study for my dcf..intensive revision..lol..and then i went to sch meet lynn,nelson and peifang..and we studied awhile before going for exams..waaa luckily the stuffs that i studied most of them came out..heeehee...confident of not getting a single digit anymore..LOL..that was what i got last semester..heehee..

ya then after exams, we went to changi airport to study for our nsm..eaten burger king over there..wa really very full..lOL..the ambience at the airport is the best place for studying..really..till 2plus..we went back home..actually wanted to go dinner with tim and eu fei..but then found out that i stil had alot of stuff didnt study..that's why i didnt go..stayed at home and study and study..hmmm..lots of stuff man..i stil have exams on fri..two papers... -.-

hmmm and baby called me juz now..ooo could hear that her voice is really very tired and sleepy..because today is her 2nd day camp..she had tired herself out..hope that she would have a really good nite slp..miss her alot too..haven seen her for like 3days already..really LOVESICK...oooo yeahx and she will be coming back tml..weeeee..finally..and she gonna meet me for lunch..so happy!!! but at the same time i am touched too..coz she is so tired already but she stil wan lunch with me..really very sweet..hugggies baby..heehee..

oh and eu fei has accepted Christ..Praise the Lord..haha..is really happy to see people receiving Christ..feeling the amazing things that God has done..God is really powerful..and tml is my nsm exam..hope everything will turn out well..hehe baby called me again..so cute..lalala..received alot of kisses...heeheeee....i also sent alot to her..LOL..hope she has a good nite sleep now..

.. missing you badly baby <3 you ..

:: lovesick ::

:( juz ended conversation with baby on the phone..so sad..coz i feeling love sick..she is in her camp site right now..i pray that she will sleep well tonight..though the bed is not comfortable..hehe..baby naughty gal arh, didnt surrender ur hp..haha..but i know she wana chat with me ma..that's why..hehe..

hmm today woke baby up so as she wont be late..and then sms her awhile til she reached her campsite..and i studied the whole day today..only played one dota game juz now..hehe coz baby instructed me ma..LOl..ya gonna go slp now liao..dad nagging already..i also pray that God will grant my mum a merciful journey back home..pray that she is well and enjoying..hehe..

k i go slp now..nitex...

miss u alot baby..really do....HuGx..

:: new skin ::

weeeeeeee i changed my blog skin..LOL..issit nice?haha...cool..


i miss baby :'(

:: Mission ::

ooo today thought church is at 9am..and i woke up at 7plus..lol..only den i realised that is a combined service today so it will be at 10am..haha..but anyway..i prepared and then went for service..today was mission conference..Dr John Ong was preaching and uncle Daniel was translating..becoz was in chinese..and needa translate into english..ooo uncle Daniel is really bilingual..he is a pro man..LOL..his translation is very good..no matter in chinese or in english..btw he is a Deacon for over 20plus years..haha..ya and Dr John was preaching abt the missionary trips..and he told us abt his experience in all the places he went for evangelism..quite interesting..lol

after service was over, me and yaoliang went down to the food fair..is a fund raising food fair for our mission trips..there are lots of good food..like laksa..pigs' trotter with vinegar..drinks..popiah..icecream..and dumplings..wa lots of good food..but all are expensive..haha..becoz is for raising funds

and then liang dedicated one way to all of us..LOL..and we were like jumping non stop..ooo..and there are some games section..i bought the pigs' trotter which cost ten dollars..haha..but not bad though..coz auntie jane is the cook..haha..and clement said " oh no, this must be worth MILLIONS " lolol..ya i tink is the most expensive of all..haha..and ya hang around there till abt 2pm..and i went back home

haha baby went to swim today..tot of swimming with her..LOL..but anyway haha was at her condo downstairs..alot of people will pass by..then people will see us ma..LOL..hmmm then i reached home and chatted with her all these

sigh she going for camps already..3 days..i will miss her damn much..actually started to miss already..hope that she had alot of fun there..and pray that nothing will happen to her..oh ya mum also went to genting..for 3 days too..lol..so left me and my dad..tues is my exam..not much going into my head..but i can do it..haha

~ mISs yA LoTs ~