i felt the pain as well as hatred..i have been thinking alot..every seconds..keep on thinking and thinking..cant even concentrate on my exam..

am i really happy ?

can i really smile as before ? or laugh cheerfully ?

i am not the same me anymore..
this time i can feel it..
it is completely different..
issit so difficult to just stay for 1 ?
hmmm maybe i shld learn to be more fierce..like my brother James..
but i know i cant do that..coz that's not me..

i shall just live on..nothing but just memories..

this time really hurts..too deep..

sigh...

what can i do ?

shall just move on...

blame no one for this...

oh well...2 papers coming... wed and fri..

Cow, u are homeless nw..

i am tired of all these..

really tired..

sigh

lies ??????

all shit ??????

8months + = nothing ??????

is meaningless...

grow up will ya..

need to be frank with u...

dont ever treat me as an idiot or a dumbass...

coz i can feel or sense if something is not right...

i am a human...i got feelings too...

DONT ever take me for granted....

everything seemed to have changed within these two weeks..

i felt uneasy...lost..

drifting furthur away from me...

sigh..

troubled..miserable..

ooops long time never update blog..haha sorry guys..coz was quite busy with all my projects..haha..programming and video...fainting soon..hmmm nothing actually..always very stress when projects clashed with exams..everything fine..no worries..normal for me..haha..

when is valentine's day ? =p

hello,

juz came back from Genting trip yesterday..was kinda tired..haha..hmmm nothing much actually..bored to spend my CNY there..was a wrong decision to go..no ang pow!!!ok and the service over there really CMI..take really long to order food and other stuff..everything is so slow..never went to the theme park..coz i am the only kid there..the rest are all adults..bored..haha..

hmmm ya n den i watched I NOT STUPID TOO today with her..good show..touching too..i almost cried..coz is really very touching..i recommend u all to go watch ya..

oooooo sat going kang's house..wahahahaha meeting all my sec sch friends again..yeahx man..long time never met them already..coz i didnt go for last yr CNY celebration..this yr i tink alot of people going..

waaaaa sooon is gonna 8 months already..keep on counting and going !!! :D